She is not a lover
She isn’t a lover
She doesn’t want to listen to you talk about your dreams
She isn’t interested in what you like
She doesn’t want to cuddle you because she loves you
She is just lonely
She just sees your face
And she thinks your face is gorgeous
She doesn’t want to lay…
Did you really think that trying
to remove my memory from
your mind would really work?
When you became a part of my
life I became a permanent
part of your body. I am inside
of every limb, and you can
try to scrub yourself clean
of me but I can promise you
that no amount of soap and water
will ever free you from the effect
that I had on your entire being.
Love is my passion
The action, the feelings
Implying care nurture
Sympathy, empathetically remembering
Not highlighting misfortunes nor defects
Trying, doing, meaning, taking words and placing them into action
Living, breathing, praying and believing
Love is my passion
I love you is…
She doesn’t love you
And that is not your fault
She doesn’t know how to love
And that’s not her fault
I still love you
no I don’t.
I’m so confused. why did this happen.
I want you to be happy. if this is what it takes then I’m okay with it. be happy. for me. please.
don’t you ever give up.
I kind of hate you for leaving me.
but I still love you.
I won’t look at you in person but I talk to you in my head
you’re a better listener this way.
maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up this wouldn’t have happened
no. it’s not my fault.
but it kind of is.
I hate this
I don’t know who I am without you.
why can’t things be like they were before
please come back to me. I need you. you need me.
we are so goddamn bad for each other it’s beautiful. I’m addicted to our heartbreak.
I went through our old messages. I cried because you promised to always be there. you lied.
you smiled at me in the hall today. i thought my chest was being ripped open
I’m glad you’re smiling though.
Past the moon and beyond stars
Uplifting and permanence
Nothing temporary or perplexed
Godly amazement up far in gratitude
Grace and pleasure
I couldn’t spell out love so I said it
Love me immensely
Dignified and proud
Give me great measures
Rambling on about you